Let us not mention the online event of two years ago that rhymes with "LamerLate" and the fault lines it revealed in the community's delicate psyche. On the issue of gay gamers, the community still has a long way to go. For the first time in the community's history, it's acceptable to integrate "gamer" into the plurality of identities that any person sustains at one time. It's not the death bell for Zac Efron's career that he was photographed as part of the Electronic Arts showing at E3 2016. The cast of Game of Thrones was brought in as part of an Overwatch PR stunt. The latest season of RuPaul's Drag Race featured two queens with looks inspired by anime, comic books, and video games. As it does, more and more subcultures are brought within touching distance. Gaming culture is coalescing with what I hesitate to call "the mainstream" at an ever-accelerating rate. Photo via Īnd yet the world is changing, I know that.
Shepard's masc-for-masc love affair in Mass Effect 3 was the kind of poor imitation of intimacy found in badly acted porn.Ī LDNGaymers gathering. Even when characters in games do have same-sex dalliances, it never felt representative of any sort of romance I've experienced. Maybe that's why I've always found silent or nameless protagonists the most fascinating, as it's possible to project the feminine aspects of my selfhood onto them without feeling like I would be personally offending the creators. The more I came to identify with "gayness," the more I also became aware how de facto heteronormative single-player games are, and how their obsession with hyper-masculinity was so alienating. That particular mistake is only made once. You're rarely just a "n00b" you're a "gay n00b," or, if you've been foolish enough to jump into a North American server, you're almost certainly a "faggot." This is all before you announce that you're gay and find that kind of talk offensive.
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When things go wrong, which they so often do in online games, the torrent of poorly spelled homophobia gushes forth. Try logging into League of Legends, and you'll soon become acquainted with ubiquitous habit of gay bashing. An imaginary space afforded me very real, very formative experiences. I talked with candor about the stresses of constantly hiding away my true nature. I gossiped with Eowyn, the German 18-year-old about celebrity crushes. I could indulge in the activities that most other pubescent teenagers took for granted. The guild provided a space where none of that mattered. Afraid of being outed, or worse, condemned. In the world outside of video games, I was constantly afraid. I was just another geek pretending to be a Jedi who happened to dig boy Jedi. Somehow this reaction surpassed even my fantasies of adulation and confetti.
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Instead, I was greeted with a series of short but approving responses suggesting that I was brave, still welcome, and most of all, holding up the line for the next lightsaber duel-my name had been called. Nobody immediately labeled me "Manakin Guystalker" or "Obi Wanty Knobby." Nobody launched a crafty rock at my head from the second story school window. Nobody turned his or her back to the wall to avoid an imminent lightsaber bumming.
What happened next was unfathomable to my teenage brain.
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